I’ve just started to feel incredibly low over the past hour or so like, I’ve not been on the best of terms with my Mum over the dumbest thing ever and I’ve gone from seeing my best friend almost every day to seeing here once a fortnight (if that) and I don’t really see or hang out with anyone else. I’ve got nothing to do during the day so I watch tv and I don’t speak to anyone and wow I just feel so overwhelmingly lonely all of a sudden. Mum got home from work and I just, felt even worse which makes no sense whatsoever but here I am, sitting in my bathroom on the bath ledge just sobbing which is retarded I know but there you go.
I miss having lots of friends and something to do all the time and I miss having a life, basically. This isn’t living, this is existing and I hate it more than anything.